Immensely sad. Just found out the father of my sister's friend passed away. I made my first camera purchase from his photo store. Of course, my sister is even more distraught. She actually called during her work to tell me. Meanwhile, I had ten thousand things to do, including stuff that threatens my graduation so I felt bad that I couldn't really talk to her. She wants to call the friend but she doesn't know what to say. What do/can you even say that would make any difference? I have this sudden flashback to my father's death now and it was suddenly more painful than the first time around - I nearly started crying which certainly would've been a sight as I was still walking around on campus. This whole month has just been bad, bad bad.
The anxiety and stress is quite unbelievable. I keep thinking I'm either seriously going to get a fucking ulcer or some blood pressure problem. I haven't woken up one morning since the end of march without intense grumbling/aching from my stomach which points to extremely high acidity. Am going to try and keep this under control. Again, I return to a higher power for some spiritual guidance and comfort.......
Recommended Tunes For Today:
+ Blind Roosevelt Graves - I Woke Up This Morning With My Mind On Jesus
+ Johnny Cash - Personal Jesus (Depeche Mode cover)
+ Blind Willie Johnson - Dark Was The Night
+ Gary Jules - No Poetry

+ David Ryan Harris - Strong Enough (Temple Bar 12/06/06)
+ T. Rex - The Motivator
+ Bill Evans - Who Can I Turn To

+ Jamie Cullum - 21st Century Kid
Pic of the day:
Found a new food blogging/restaurant review site. Sample of some of the food porn you can find there (actually this pic isn't from the site but I wanted a pic of duck breast and the one on the site doesn't skow up):

Link to food blog site

I googled "peaceful picture' and got this.
The anxiety and stress is quite unbelievable. I keep thinking I'm either seriously going to get a fucking ulcer or some blood pressure problem. I haven't woken up one morning since the end of march without intense grumbling/aching from my stomach which points to extremely high acidity. Am going to try and keep this under control. Again, I return to a higher power for some spiritual guidance and comfort.......
Recommended Tunes For Today:
+ Blind Roosevelt Graves - I Woke Up This Morning With My Mind On Jesus
+ Johnny Cash - Personal Jesus (Depeche Mode cover)
+ Blind Willie Johnson - Dark Was The Night
+ Gary Jules - No Poetry

+ David Ryan Harris - Strong Enough (Temple Bar 12/06/06)
+ T. Rex - The Motivator
+ Bill Evans - Who Can I Turn To

+ Jamie Cullum - 21st Century Kid
Pic of the day:
Found a new food blogging/restaurant review site. Sample of some of the food porn you can find there (actually this pic isn't from the site but I wanted a pic of duck breast and the one on the site doesn't skow up):

Link to food blog site
I googled "peaceful picture' and got this.










